Saturday, December 31, 2011

Two days till TAKEOFF!! (and some education in this blog)

        It's finally here. All the hard work baking, spreading the word and trying to raise money for this amazing project have finally paid off!! It's New Years Eve tonight and I just realized that I don't even have cable to watch the ball drop. But oh well who cares about a ball covered in light bulbs anyway when I have a suitcase to pack full of awesome supplies to take to Haiti!
 
       While the stress to get prepared has been a little overwhelming at times, I can't wait to see the joy on my group of kids faces when I show them a new world of baking and decorating. Yes, I'm already calling them "my kids". A group of six teenagers will be anxiously awaiting my arrival and I can't wait to make a lasting moment in their life. Hopefully one that they will look back on and cherish. I can't wait to praise these amazing teens with lots of encouragement, love and most importantly FUN! I have aprons ready for each of them and made special certificates for the end of the two weeks. I have books that I've made loaded with decorating ideas and step by step guides and lots of recipes to try.
 
       It's hard to keep my head out of the clouds and I find I have to constantly check myself back into reality of the situation. Over the past two months I've learned a great deal about Haiti and what to expect and that no matter how much I try to prepare myself for it I MUST remember to be FLEXIBLE!!!   A good friend of mine, Jerie, has always said to me " You must always be flexible, like a reed blowing in the wind."  Oh how those words are ringing true right now.
 
       Catherine, the Project Manager, of Relief Team One has also been such a mentor to me in keeping me calm and preparing me for this adventure. Every time I speak with Catherine she has a way of shedding new light. I've included some excerpts of emails she has written me. They have struck a deep cord within me and I hope they have some sort of impact on you as well:
            "In a recent lengthy conversation with a good friend , Georges Van Billoen, who is half Ethiopian and half Belgian and is currently Program Director at Suez University in Paris, he reminded me about what Ray and I have come to realize: "charity has been the curse of Africa and developing nations"; by giving them help, the western world has created dependency ( ex: Haitians have stopped growing rice because USAID provides rice for free)and effectively debilitated people by not letting their creative energies solve their problems. Yes, those people have had tremendous set-back with political repression and weather related catastrophes but human beings are stronger when enable to sustain their lives without depending on foreign help.
Relief Team One is all about empowering by teaching skills that have a lasting impact and not creating expectations of gift giving. We are going to Haiti with that goal in mind and what we bring is a set up for the children of Maud and our crew to develop sustainable self sufficiency... one step at a time..we will not give them a fish but teach them how to fish."


       Last night my mom had an open house and during the party my brother brought up the fact that the Haitians eat mud cookies. They made jokes that I would be eating mud cookies for two weeks and so on. And from the whole conversation I realized how uneducated we all are on the matter of struggling countries. It is so easy to get wrapped up in our own little worlds and focus on things that in the long wrong shouldn't even matter. Things that will pass over us in a week or so. " We are like Butterflies who flutter for a day and think it is forever." It is not our fault that we are naive about others struggling around us. It is the way our society is and how we are raised. We know no different. So I want to share some research I found:
"It was lunchtime in one of Haiti's worst slums, and Charlene Dumas was eating mud.
 ...
With food prices rising, Haiti's poorest can't afford even a daily plate of rice, and some must take desperate measures to fill their bellies.
 Charlene, 16 with a month-old son, has come to rely on a traditional Haitian remedy for hunger pangs: cookies made of dried yellow dirt from the country's central plateau.
 The mud has long been prized by pregnant women and children here as an antacid and source of calcium. But in places such as Cité Soleil, the ocean side slum where Charlene shares a two-room house with her baby, five siblings, and two unemployed parents, cookies made of dirt, salt, and vegetable shortening have become a regular meal.
 "When my mother does not cook anything, I have to eat them three times a day," Charlene said. Her baby, named Woodson, lay still across her lap, looking even thinner than the slim 6 pounds, 3 ounces (2.7 kilograms, 85 grams) he weighed at birth.
 Though she likes their buttery, salty taste, Charlene said the cookies also give her stomach pains. "When I nurse, the baby sometimes seems colicky too," she said.
 Still, at about 5 cents apiece, the cookies are a bargain compared to food staples. About 80 percent of people in Haiti live on less than $U.S. 2 a day and a tiny elite controls the economy.Merchants truck the dirt from the central town of HincheDimanche, a nearby shantytown.
 Carrying buckets of dirt and water up ladders to the roof of the former prison for which the slum is named, they strain out rocks and clumps on a sheet, and stir in shortening and salt. Then they pat the mixture into mud cookies and leave them to dry under the scorching sun.
The finished cookies are carried in buckets to markets or sold on the streets.
A reporter sampling a cookie found that it had a smooth consistency and sucked all the moisture out of the mouth as soon as it touched the tongue. For hours, an unpleasant taste of dirt lingered."

Here is another excerpt from an email on the overall goal of  this trip:

Pâtisserie Michelle : une coopérative des Jeunes du Foyer Notre Dame de Lourdes (temporary name)
Relief Team One is very happy to inform you about their next initiative for the Foyer Notre Dame de Lourdes.
During the first two weeks in January, thanks to the generosity of three young Americans, RT1 will set up the infrastructures for a pastry business and a micro-computer lab. The goal is to have both projects help sustain the Foyer and eventually the Village Notre Dame de Lourdes.
Michelle is from Pennsylvania, and during the summer season she is a pastry chef at Talkeetna Lodge in Alaska. Since October she has been fund raising to set up her teaching program at the Foyer by selling her confections. She will bring with her material needed. We are grateful for the recent gift of a stove by Julie and Michael Turner.
Michelle brings with her, exclusive recipes that will use flavors found in Haiti and she will develop a line of special occasion cakes as well as cheaper small cookies for everyday consumption.
Six young adults among the children will be selected to follow her training. One additional orphan will be trained to be the manager. He/she will be in charge of keeping track of the equipment, taking orders, purchasing supplies, insuring delivery procedure and keeping track of the accounting.
Amy also from Pennsylvania, brings her experience as a cook for the US military in Korea as well as her own micro-enterprise success. She will assist the cooking staff at the Foyer and train the future manager.
David, a professor of computer science at Loyola University Maryland and a specialist in IT security is bringing 3 laptops and a printer and will teach Microsoft word, Excel and Outlook and basic computer security. He will also assist in developing the material needed to promote the pastry business. RT1 is hiring Jonas Jabouin, currently working on the construction, who is a graphic designer to develop the promotional material.
Planning:
_ Selection of the 7 candidates among Maud’s children
_ Hands on daily classes at the Foyer from January 3 to 14.
_ Marketing campaign development
_ Management structure development
Marketing:
Samples will be offered after mass at the Sister’s convent on Sunday, flyer's will be distributed by the trainees outside major supermarkets and by Maud when she attends meetings such as at the UNICEF, Food for the Poor, Minustah. Etc..
Sales:
2 product lines
_ inexpensive small cakes, and cookies
_ elaborate cakes for special occasion ordered by phone and delivered by specially equipped motorbikes for an additional fee or picked up at pre-determined location.
Co-op organization:
This venture is a co-op where 7 young trainees under the mentor ship of an adult will be vested in its success by profiting both from their skill development and from a percentage of the profit.
Relief Team One is aware of the challenges that will present themselves, but also has faith in the resourcefulness and drive present in the Haitians.
This project will not only provide a source of badly needed income to the Foyer but also further RT1’s mission of teaching marketable skills to young Haitians.

So there is some education for you. I could go on and on with loads more about the amazing orphanage owner Maud who I can't wait to meet!! She has done so much and is already an inspiration. I'm soo looking forward to spending time with her and soaking her in.

Need to get packing! Be sure to send some love and prayers through the universe as I head out on Monday morning. Till I return my friends, hope everyone has a safe and happy new year. And most importantly THANK YOU for all your support and donations. So many people have helped make this all possible and every little bit will count and make an impact in these children's lives!



Tuesday, December 6, 2011

26 DAYS!!!!

Let the countdown begin...

There are only 26 days left till I leave for Haiti.

I remember when I purchased my ticket five months ago while I was in Alaska and the excitement that ran through my veins. I never thought that I'd be going to a third world country and actually volunteering.

Not only volunteering BUT setting up an entire bakery and teaching a handful of teenagers how to bake and decorate cakes.

In this 29th year of my life, my eyes and heart have opened more then ever. I'm so in love with life and all that it has to offer. I've been learning to say YES to every opportunity that comes my way..even if I'm scared and hesitate. Cause if you live your life and do nothing that scares you how will you ever know all that you can become.....


My "Sweet Michelle's" project has been doing well with raising money to help out with the Haiti bakery project, but we still need more!

It's not too late to place orders or special requests for Christmas or New Years. (see previous blog for information and ordering) All profits will be going directly to the bakery project.

If sweets aren't your thing, there are still other ways to help out. Simply click on the DONATE button at the top of the page to contribute. I am also in GREAT need of supplies that must be taken down to help get the bakery up and running. The supplies can be new or used and dropped off to me at Platinum Salon: 129 Turner Lane  West Chester ,PA

Supplies Needed: (used or new)

-cake decorating bags and tips
-rubber spatulas
-small and medium offset spatulas
-oven mitts
-food colors (gel or paste preferred!)
-easy to follow cake decorating books with lots of pictures
-wooden spoons
-measuring cups and spoons
-whisk, sifter
-aprons
-hand towels
-flavor extracts: vanilla, lemon, lime, orange..etc
-toothpicks
-cupcake papers
-hand mixers!!!!
-timers
-cake pans: various sizes, rounds, rectangles
-cupcakes tins, regular size and mini



I know that holidays can be stressful for soo many of us. The stores start putting up the Christmas decorations the day after Halloween, people get pushy and cranky out and about on black friday and the kids demand more extravagant gifts every year.

BUT...there is also something a little extra special about this time of the year. We cherish our families a little more, try to do everything we can to make our children smile and keep the Christmas spirit alive. This is the time of year for giving. The time of year to open our hearts and be so very thankful for all that we have. Too often we get wrapped up in our own little world and don't think of the less fortunate.

PLEASE HELP ME by opening your hearts. Together we can help make a difference in the lives of children who don't have a family to love and take care of them. Children who live in a place where there is no running water, no electricity and no promised tomorrow.

HELP me by donating and in return together we can give these children some hope for a better future.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Sweet Michelle's

It's that time of year again for Sweet Michelle's famous PUMPKIN ROLL and so much more!

I've been baking for a long time. I guess you could say my love of baked goods has been passed down from my mom. I remember growing up with her in the kitchen as she made at least 5 different kinds of cookies, loaf upon loaf of bread, and fudge just to get started.. In my senior year of high school I entered a chocolate competition and took first place among the tri- state area and won a partial scholarship to culinary school. With that I got an associates degree in Pastry Arts. From there I went on to work at a bakery for eight years where I became the head cake designer for wedding cakes and all kinds of custom party cakes, including 2 and 3-dimensional designs. All along my passion has been to put a smile on the face of anyone who eats my goodies. There is nothing better then a baked good that has been made with love. Be it cake, cookie, candy, chocolate....

So this year with the holidays coming around what better way to make people feel good inside then with some sweets to fill the tummy and some hope to fill the heart. Sweet Michelle's, with your help, is donating time and money to Relief Team One in January. Simply by purchasing a baked good or by donating, together we can help the children of Haiti. (see DONATE button at top of page to help)

This Season's Sweets:
Pumpkin Roll $8
Carrot Cake $5
Apple Spice Cake $5
Choc Choc Chip Cake $5

to place orders email Michelle at:  bakeforhaiti@verizon.net
*all profits and donations will go directly into a fund for the Haitian children






Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Much needed UPDATE

Well well it's been awhile hasn't it. I have no excuses for not continuing with my blog while I was away other then I WAS LIVING LIFE!!!  Man I love Alaska. I think about it every day since I've been back. It was so so hard to say goodbye to it all and I plan one day soon to return.

I've been home almost a month now and what a crazy month it has been. I find that eveeryone is the same as I had left them but I'm the one who has changed and keep seeking more now. In the first week I was home EVERYTHING was so overwhelming and I was not a happy person. Came home to my apartment, looked around and started to cry. Everything was different. It still is. All the photos in my frames seemed to be from another life that I no longer felt a part of. All my "stuff" was here. "Stuff" I've realized that I don't need. I cleaned out almost half of my wardrobe, went through my entire apartment and got rid of "things" I don't need, canceled my TV, and have been slowly starting to pack for when I leave again in May. Where am I going? I have no idea yet, but I plan on being gone for at least a year if not more. We will just have to see where the wind blows me. I'm so in love with the idea: WHERE THE WIND BLOWS ME!!!

But more importantly my focus is now on HAITI!! I had the pleasure of meeting an amazing woman in Alaska (my good friend Christine, it's her mom). Cathrine Savell, project manager. Cathrine has been part of a small organization that has been traveling to Haiti since the earthquake in 2010. Their main purpose is to teach the young Haitian people skills that they can use to earn a living. Relief Team One  has built an orphanage for the children in Port au Prince. This orphanage is a place where many chilren, some as young as a year, have been brought beacuse their parents cannot provide for them, or have passed away from the earthquake, or worse some of the childern have been disabled from the earthquake.

Relief Team One is teaching the teenagers construction,cooking,baking,english anything and everything that the Haitians could use to earn a living. Instead of having an organization that travels to third world countries in desperate need and build things FOR THEM, or do tasks FOR THEM, RT1 is helping the young Haitian population see the light and make a change in their surroundings by THEM doing it, not US. Everyone needs a helping hand sometimes. EVERYONE. No matter skin color, language, poverty or none, whatever country they are from, in your own backyard or not.

I have been invited to travel to Haiti for two weeks with Cathrine and go make a difference. I still cannot wrap my head around this amazing offer. What an oppurtunity!! How could anyone pass something like this up. Two weeks out of your ENTIRE LIFE!! I head out on January 2nd and return January 15th. Cathrine has told me many stories already about the people there. She has told me about a little girl Emma who cries. She cries because she is never physically comforted. All she needs is a hug or rub on the back and she settles. Or Stevenson who is 20 and lost both parents in the earthquake and is now physically disabled from it. I've already heard stories about mothers giving birth in the streets and leaving their children cause they have no means to take care of them. I will link RT1's website and Cathrine's blog so you can educatue yourself futher.

When I leave for Haiti my mission is to teach a small group of teenagers some easy baking and cake decorating. A bakery is currently being built. Communication will be most difficult. They speak french. Me....VERY little french. I took a course once in culinary school so maybe if I review it will trigure something..haha. Most of the teaching will be " I do, You follow".

Many times we see on the news these horrible natural events that take place in countries that are stuggling to begin with. We sit on our comfi couch and watch the tv and shake our head in disbelief., but most of the time that's as far as it goes. I'm asking you all to help me make a differnce. This year I will be doing my Sweet Michelle's baking project again for the holidays. All the goodies that I offer will be raised by $1 from last year. And with that dollar I will be putting it into a Haiti fund to help get down there and make a differnce. I'll post more info on Sweet Michelle's later this week.

Please help me help these children by purchasing a delicious goodie from me or by simply donating any monetary amount. Anything would be much appreciated. My goal is to raise $1,000 and have baking supplies that I would need to be donated also.

In posts to follow I will include info on Sweet Michelle's and where you can donate money and/or baking supplies. Once again thank you all for supporting me in following my Alaskan dream. I have an even bigger dream now. And it's one with a major purpose behind it. Lets help some amazing Haitian children together :)

Some information about Haiti:
www.reliefteamone.org   this is the oraganizations webite

www.rendezvoushaiti.blogspot.com   this is Cathrine's personal blog

Saturday, August 13, 2011

one awesome night after another

if i haven't said it enough.
i freakin love it here.
in alaska.
this  whole seasonal work.
this free living.


it amazes me what each day brings. how fast the weekends come and go.
while another day off awaits me tomorrow sooo much has happened in the past few days...

last night i got a call from the morning sous chef that the night janitor knocked over a tiny two tiered wedding cake i did for today. entire thing ...splat on the floor.

eh shit happens...that's the advantage of working 8 yrs in a bakery will teach u. u know how many times i've had to deal  with the destroyed cake situation and it's due in8 hrs. soon my day off i head into work (to get a free breakfast) and to redo the cake.the entire time everyone saying "oh r u mad, u must be pissed". and honestly it's whatever. i just feel for the poor guy whole knocked the cake over. man he must be feeling like crap right about now. so long story short, cake got done. it wasn't near as awesome as it was the first time around but mission accomplished.

last night there was a meteor shower and full moon and northern lights. i only saw the moon. but it was enough to fill me for the night. earlier that day i spent some time at the river with a few friends and met a woman named "white eagle" who played a large alaskan tribal drum she made herself. we spent a better part of 45 min talking with her and hearing about her worldly adventures and the knowledge to brings to people. we helped her bless the drum in the river. we cupped the glacier water with our hands and rubbed it over the buffalo hide and white eagle sang a prayer chant. then we hauled the drum up to her rv where some of her friends were. the entire thing in itself was so alaskan. i mean honestly. i closed my eyes as she sang and put my hand on the drum and it was such an energy running through me. no where else could u do something like this. it was meant to be in that place and time. something that i will never forget.

then tonight i went to dinner with hermi (christine) and her mom. i gotta tell u. that mom of hers is one amazing woman!! she has been working in Haiti for the past six months doing some incredible things there. she works at an orphanage and lives in a convent for safety.  her main goal (or what i got out of it) is to teach the Haitian people skills that they can survive on and make a living. for example she is convincing me to come to Haiti with her for two weeks in januray to teach the children at the orphanage my baking/decorating skills. in her words " what is two weeks out of your entire life" AHH!!! i love that. seriously what is two weeks!!!! to be able to have the connections to go somewhere and have someone there who will take care of you and make sure your safe the entire time. but most of all to go somewhere that is poor beyond belief and to have an impact on a community. to teach them a skill then leave. a skill that will help them earn a living and better their life.

i sat and listened to her. everything she had to say. and i asked my typical questions " what is ur life lessons/advice u can offer me". i hope i can retain everything i learned tonight and it's not all hazed by the bottle of wine.


i think that ultimately the lesson in life is to have courage. courage to do what u want. to not get stuck in one place. to contribute nothing to society in the end? to go against the grain. there are few people if any back home that will ever understand what i'm talking about or have gone through in the past months but there is comfort in knowing that there ARE people out there who go and follow their heart and throw inhibitions to the wind. that if things are meant to be, it's meant to be. it will take a strong willed person to put on the horse blinders back home and ignore what everyone is saying about settle down, get a career, 401k blah blah. i say get out and live a little. my journey has just started....it's not over, or so i hope not. that is why i gotta get some more courage and keep on truckin'


Monday, August 8, 2011

now that's brisk

what i love the most about this entire experience is having the chance to meet so many different types of people.

each person here is so different.

u don't realize what ur missing buy not getting out and living a little. u don't realize that there are people out there that are so freakin awesome and hanging out with them makes u feel like u've never felt before. it's refreshing...soooo refreshing.

i guess i was starting to get numb with life and needed to feel something.

i found it.i feel u. 

getting to know people has taught me so much. u just gotta have fun and be carefree. to do what u want, when u want, just cause. don't be intimidated by others. let's all just be happy and have fun with life.

p.s. i would put lots more pictures up but they take sooo freakin long to upload i usually give up on waiting. so sorry, i'll work on it

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Rock Bottom

well my ticket home has been purchased. and already plans are being worked on for when i get home again. camping, purchasing a camper, concerts, parties and a surprise getaway being planned entirely by dan. can't wait!!

but while i have much to look forward to back home it will be a sad goodbye.....

our house has officially hit rock bottom...we have completely run out of toilet paper, paper towels, wet wipes or anything that could be used as an aid to help you take care of your "business". it's no fun to "drip dry" at 6am.

oh but wait!!

i have an emergency roll shoved under my bed somewhere. so 6am with flashlight in hand i climb out of bed to enter.....THE DANGER ZONE (my floor/bunk). no longer do i give a crap about being neat and tidy, instead laundry piles up beside my bed and on my shelves. i have to dig through it all just to get through to my bed. ah i see it....against the wall on the far side ahhh TOILET PAPER! ugh but the floor is covered in sandy gravel and hasn't been vacuumed in who knows how long. oh well..desperate times call for desperate measures.

lesson learned: my anti-cleaning house campaign is over. i cleaned the house the next day.

my weekends come so quickly and i start to loath going back to work.
summer is gone. the temperature has dropped, the rain has come and night creeps up a little earlier each night. it's been raining for 4 days straight and we got a treat of a nice day today. but only for half a day. the clouds have come in again and it's gotten chilly.

as i sit and have some coffee and hot soup at the roadhouse here in town i'm drifting away. must. bike. back. need. to. nap.